I hate to say

I thought I will always stay through the nights
I thought I will always there to make you understand
I thought I will always be your favorite person to run to
I thought I will always hear your laugh
I thought I will always hear you, whispering my favorite words
I thought I will always have your kisses to calm me down
I thought I will always surprised by your spontaneous attitude
I thought I will always answer your every curious questions
I thought I will always say, Good night & l love you
I thought I will always see you and feel blessed that I have you--
--to hug me, and be right there whenever I need someone to run to.

I always thought...

And my thoughts seems too much.
It's just doesn't feel right, for now.
I'm tired to make this work.
We're falling apart and we pretend like we don't.
I, don't like, the way it work, because it's not working.

hmm...
dear you,
You will always be the closest thing in my life,
I still don't want to lose you.
Because, I love you too much.

-

dyk.